• ExBF: why cant you leave for NY tomorrow?
• ExBF: cuz that would be so much easier
• Girl: i wish i could
• Girl: id love to be there now
• ExBF: i'm sure you would
• Girl: after watching true life last night
• Girl: i am so set.
• ExBF: i cant do this anymore
• Girl: do what?
• ExBF: talk to you like everything is ok
• Girl: so youd rather not talk at all?
• ExBF: it hurts either way
• ExBF: it hurts that you have no part in my life anymore
• ExBF: but thats what you wanted
• Girl: i wanted to make May easier
• Girl: not have you disappear
• ExBF: after the fact, it seems like may would have been easier, i'm moving, your moving
• Girl: but what if youre missin out on something else between now & may?
• ExBF: im moving to
• Girl: all the more reasonn to live it up this semester??
• ExBF: i thought i was living it up when i had you
• ExBF: its hard for me to express how i feel right now
• Girl: how come
• ExBF: its just that theres no one else i would rather spend the time form now to may with than you
• Girl: but something makes me think youre just hoping that ill have a changed mind in may
• ExBF: i know you are going
• Girl: i still dont think you believe me
• ExBF: theres nothing i can do to change that
• ExBF: i KNOW you are leaving
• ExBF: its all you have talked about for the last month
• ExBF: i just want you in my life
• ExBF: and it hurts that you are still here but not in it
• ExBF: if you were in NY i could deal with it better
• ExBF: a lot better
• ExBF: i just want you to tell me truely how you feel
• ExBF: i still have feelings for you
• Girl: why wouldnt you?
• ExBF: this week has felt like a month
• ExBF: what i mean is i still love you
• Girl: i dont know
• ExBF: well say it if you dont love me
• Girl: its not that
• Girl: its not about any of that
• Girl: its about MAY!!!
• ExBF: yes i know what happens after we graduate
• ExBF: that doesnt change hw i feel about you though
• Girl: so you dont think youre gonna feel like you do now (without me) in May when we leave?
• ExBF: i'm not saying i wont still have feelings for you, but it will be expected, ya know? and plus we will be 2000 miles apart
• ExBF: and there will be no hard feelings at all because we knew it was going to happen
• Girl: i still dont know
• ExBF: i could even see myself taking you to the airport
• Girl: i cant see that
• ExBF: i can
• Girl: it just seems like you dont want to be alone for the rest of your time here
• ExBF: no
• ExBF: ive been alone, i can deal with being alone
• ExBF: ive been single for damn near my whole college career
• ExBF: i just dont want to not be with the woman i love
• ExBF: when she hasnt even left yet
• Girl: well in may, youre not gonna be with the woman you love
• ExBF: i know that
• Girl: then why make it harder?